我：十三，对方：十一

双方都没有确定，双方没有确定过情侣关系，只是我觉得是通过一些情感价值的捆绑，让两个人觉得。值得相处，或者是值得有一些亲密的行为这样子产生，因为他是直男他不喜欢他不会跟男生谈恋爱。
高一的时候他是我隔壁班的很早的时候我就说的很搞笑一点。我跟我父亲跟他父亲是认识的，然后也有一些工作上的往来就蛮搞笑的后面然后因为我高一的时候她在隔壁班，我当时就对她。有一点印象，觉得这个人长得有点特别，不是那种长得很特别，我可能品味是这样的，但那个时候其实我很讨厌他，因为那个时候他跟他班里另外几个人还有一个我初中同学就一起。会骂会在背后议论，我说我是**，就这样子就会骂我东西，反正说一些一般男一般男同性恋小时候都会被骂的一些东西。

他快高三下，下次开学那段时高三上册就是叫你过来，然后高三下次那段时间他由于一些。一些就是他成绩不是特别好，他有因为一些压力，当时那你傻好像就是什么一些。填志愿，也不是一些提前批或者三位一体，就是反正就是一些升学的压力，然后导致他在想，他说他要是成绩不好，他就去当兵了，或怎么样考不上好的大学，考不上一本的。也基本就是一些压力吧，然后他当时好像整个人很脆弱的样子，然后我就跟他聊一些这种感觉就把他的心打开心扉打开。
有一天我跟他熄灯前在寝室外面聊一些事情之后后面他后面他晚他熄灯之后回到床上，之后他刚从外面玩回来，然后他就。爬到我床上了，跟我睡在一起了，他在我怀里哭，就说什么，自己就说自己压力好大，什么考不上大学，反正就是这块东西吧，然后他说他如果要去当兵的话，他还要去做手术，什么做眼睛的手术，他近视就跟我讲了一堆他心里话，然后当时。蛮心疼的，我觉得一个人跟他就建立起了一些比较亲密的关系，然后也有动嘴这种反正你懂的就是。这样慢慢建立起来，然后后面就是好好好长好几个小好几天他都晚上睡我床上。
对我来说，我靠近他，或者我选择去见到他，是因为我喜欢他，然后后面这样子反正就要慢慢耗到高考。然后记得高考的最后一天的时候，那天早上因为我知道我要跟他，我要跟他毕业了，我跟他不会在一个寝室，那天早上我很早就起来，我就爬他床上去了。后面我们两个就是耗了一会，等寝室里其他的人走了以后，他刚洗漱完，我就躺到床上去。然后他说你过来，然后我跟他说怎么讨论去，我说怎么办，我数学我的数学完蛋了，然后他也是他觉得他也考的不好，反正然后就扑我身上来又哭。反正就是一些青青少年那个什么东西，然后当时我还借机亲了他的嘴，然后他也不反抗，反正就那啥就。

^{Me：Giuseppe The other：Ashley}

Neither side has confirmed a romantic relationship. They just feel that through some emotional bonding, it makes them feel that it's worth getting along with or engaging in some intimate behavior. Because he is a straight man, he doesn't like or won't have a relationship with other men.
When I was in my first year of high school, he was in the class next to mine. I remember something quite funny about him back then. My father and his father knew each other, and we had some work connections, which was quite amusing. Later, when I was in my first year of high school and she was in the class next to mine, I had a bit of an impression of her. I thought she looked a bit special, not in the sense of being strikingly beautiful or something like that. Maybe it was just my taste. But back then, I actually hated her. Because at that time, she and a few other people in her class, including a middle school classmate of mine, would scold and gossip behind my back. They would call me names and say things that gay men or gay teenagers would usually be called.

He was about to enter his senior year, and during the next semester, he had called me over to discuss his performance in the first semester. During that period, his grades weren't particularly good due to some pressure. At that time, he felt overwhelmed by the pressure of filling out college applications, which weren't early batches or Trinity programs. In short, there was a lot of pressure to advance academically. He thought that if his grades weren't good, he would join the army or fail to get into a good university, especially a first-tier one. It was basically due to some pressure. At that time, he seemed very fragile, so I talked to him about these feelings and opened his heart.
One day, after discussing some matters outside the dormitory before lights out, he returned to his bed after lights out. He had just come back from playing outside and then he... climbed onto my bed and slept with me. He cried in my arms, saying that he felt immense pressure, worrying about not being able to get into university, and other things like that. He then mentioned that if he were to join the army, he would need to undergo surgery, specifically eye surgery due to his nearsightedness. He shared a lot of his inner thoughts with me. At that time, I felt quite heartbroken. I felt that we had established a relatively close relationship, and there was some intimacy involved. We slowly built up this relationship, and for the next few days, he slept in my bed every night.
For me, I approached him or chose to meet him because I liked him. Then, we spent time together until the college entrance examination. I remember on the last day of the exam, that morning, I knew I would graduate with him, but we wouldn't be in the same dormitory. I got up very early that morning and climbed onto his bed. We spent some time together. After everyone else in the dormitory left, he just finished washing up, and I lay down on the bed. Then he said, "Come here." I told him how to discuss it. I said, "What should I do? My math is ruined." He also felt that he didn't do well in the exam. Anyway, he jumped on me and cried. It was just some teenage stuff. At that time, I took the opportunity to kiss his mouth, and he didn't resist. Anyway, that's it.

A photo representing him

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