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                                美国丽人

吸管糖：嗯我做的时候其实没有什么特殊的心情，我原来以为（或者说我设想的），可能会有很强烈的情感，但是，我发现就算当我正视它们的时候，也不再有任何较大的波动了。在我拥有这些情感的时候，本来就是模糊的，我就是一个不爱将内心深处的真实想法及时表达出来的人，那些让我孤独的寂寞的游离在外的时刻，与仰慕或者是嫉妒的情感本来就交织在一起，时间让记忆模糊了，我好像什么也说不出来。图中的zine上绣着《美国丽人》的台词：But it is hard to stay mad,when there so much beauty in the world.


                   05年  很喜欢《下妻物语》 ，她喜欢lolita和日本女仆文化，下妻物语中就一直传递出一种坚韧勇敢。她高中与一个女同学有无疾而终的暗恋。


                          Strawberry candy: Well, I didn't actually have any special emotions when I made them. I originally thought (or imagined) that there might be strong emotions involved, but I found that even when I looked at them directly, there weren't any significant fluctuations anymore. When I had these emotions, they were already blurred. I am someone who doesn't like to express my true inner thoughts in a timely manner. Those moments when I feel lonely and isolated, intertwined with admiration or jealousy, time blurs the memories, and I seem to be unable to say anything.
                The zine in the picture is embroidered with a line from "American Beauty": "But it is hard to stay mad when there is so much beauty in the world."


1."American Beauty" is a drama film produced by DreamWorks Studios and other companies, directed by Sam Mendes, written by Alan Ball, and starring Kevin Spacey, Annette Bening, and others. It was released in the United States on October 1, 1999. Set in a middle-class family, the film tells the story of Lester and Carolyn, a couple who fall into an emotional crisis. The husband becomes infatuated with his daughter's classmate and regains his self-confidence, while the wife has an affair with a real estate agent. Ultimately, a misunderstanding with their neighbors leads to tragedy.
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“Kamikaze Girls”is a 102-minute comedy film co-produced by TBS Television and Toho Eigaku, and distributed by Toho Eigaku. Adapted from the novel of the same name by Yueben Yejiros, the film tells the story of two girls with vastly different personalities who overcome their differences and forge a genuine friendship.






















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