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眼泪

刀疤小猫:嗯,事先准备的这一些素材就是我觉得一些漂亮或者是跟我的情观关系有关的照片之类的东西,然后这两段关系都给我带来了很多眼泪,然后把这些东西乱七八糟的纸给做成一个小书一样的东西,我会不会觉得说太常规了?是不是我有这种先入为主的印象?我想能不能摆脱这种印象,或者说我就先这样做吧,其他我也不知道要做什么。

然后关于书的内容,我在想他是不是要有逻辑,还是说乱七八糟什么东西,然后我就是还是把这个东西稍微理了一下,因为有两段关系,所以你就是每一段有关的我都放进去了,比如说他给我留下的淤青啊,然后有你给我的那些so粉什么的呈现出来,我会觉得材质什么的蛮有趣的,然后把这些照片放上去,我可能会觉得这样会不会太简单了。

然后其实有一些东西只是单纯,我觉得我很喜欢这张照片,然后把它放上去了,然后还有就是他送给我的礼物,我觉得也是有意义的吧,然后把我自己的名字这个Scar这种代表我自己的东西放上去,然后写了一点小小的文字,然后还有就是在那一段或者是分开之后的我的照片,然后和他当时在一起时候的一些照片,然后这周我会觉得也有点像餐巾职位,但是我有点想把参与放弃,但是后面我觉得忘记了好像,然后还有就是我们分开特别长时间之后,其实后面又还有一次再见面吧,然后我还是会因为他情绪崩溃很难受,但是我以为他会拒绝这一次的见面,但是他还是答应,然后马上整理好了自己的情绪后出去跟他见面,然后包括我说把这个故事如果真的要解释给你听或者跟别人说会就是解释我做的这些东西,我会觉得有点尴尬和羞于启齿更多的是不好意思吧。


          04女生 白羊座 我们是一起做毕设的朋友,一起采访了很多人关于亲密关系和眼泪的事情。她和我最相近,也一直在亲身实践和探索自己的性取向以及亲密关系


Tears

Scarlet Kitten: Well, the materials I prepared beforehand are some beautiful photos or things related to my emotional perspective. Both of these relationships have brought me a lot of tears. And then I made these messy papers into a small book-like thing. Do I think it's too conventional? Is it because I have this preconceived impression? I wonder if I can get rid of this impression, or should I just do it this way? I don't know what else to do.


Regarding the content of the book, I was wondering if it should be logical or just a random jumble of things. So, I tried to organize the material a bit. There are two relationships involved, so I included everything related to each one. For example, the bruises he left on me and the soot powder you gave me. I found the materials quite interesting, so I included these photos. However, I'm starting to wonder if this is too simple.


Then, there are some things that are purely personal. I just felt that I liked this photo, so I put it up. And then there's the gift he gave me, which I think is meaningful. I also put up my name, Scar, which represents myself, and wrote a little text. Then there are my photos from that period or after we separated, as well as some photos from when we were together. This week, I feel a bit like a napkin holder, but I kind of want to give up participating. But then I think I forgot about it. And then after we separated for a really long time, we actually met again. I still felt uncomfortable because of his emotional breakdown, but I thought he would refuse this meeting. But he agreed, and I immediately composed myself and went to meet him. And if I were to explain this story to you or others, including what I did, I would feel a bit embarrassed and ashamed to talk about it.

04 Female Aries We are friends who worked on our graduation project together, interviewing many people about intimate relationships and tears. She is the closest to me, and she has been personally practicing and exploring her sexual orientation and intimate relationships













































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